up down under

i have been downgraded from blogging to microsoft word to an old-fashioned notepad. well, actually...writing things out is supposed to be good for getting in touch with one's spirit. i haven't had it so slow for as long as i can remember. i keep asking "so what are we going to do next?" and no one seems to have an answer. how can people live like this? just one day in this slow-paced world and i'm bored, having to put up with this every day would simply drive me crazy. it is nice out here though, the calm and quiet provide perfect conditions for spending time with God and sorting myself out.
"we have not received the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us" - 1 Corinthians 2:12...and evidently i have time to work on tms.
i have God's spirit, i think...now where's the understanding? i guess there's no better time than the next 10 days to work on cultivating more of it. it's 8 pm, and everyone's preparing to go to bed. i feel like i've entered an alternate world...one that is completely unreal.